zzz im irksome!

i got lesson today at 9am and again at 12.. the slackiest day for me.. and guess what.. i din go for the 9am lec!

and i was awake! can only blame my lousy self disciplaine and the devil bah. =/...

bakabakabaka... did something irksome to myself also alst night.. shant explain.. thos ewho know then good for u... haiz.. sometiems i miss the feel of having someone who is always concerned for u...

but i have come to knw that my parents, and friends do!

compared to some, im quite blessed already... i shall continue to work hard and not let those people down!



okae.. running late for my 12pm class le... bye!

robocode competition =disastrous.. well we pulled off 1 win though =x

wearing the creep tp shirt made it worse...

couldnt find my green jacket lady.

and (Untitled)! u rock ok.. NTU sucks...

cabbed down from clementi to katong for a quick game with jon mark and shaun, 2 bad kenji brand and jp came but no space ha!

as usual, i win la... bleh...

anyway, i went to help out the choir cos heard they short on ppl... so i went for the crash rehearsal.. so noob la this dunno that dunno.. but still managed to get an idea of wad was going on..

and singing up there was great man.. felt like one big family... and also amde alot of frens.. all who are very kind hearted, and are encouraging...

so i got a teaspoon of olive oil forced down my throat.. but well worth it... sang the delierious song.. woot.. im lucky la, heng heng this week they singing that..

then some of em told me to train and go on the drums for january.. hope that my wish coems through...

so its a v tiring day for me... and reached home after fellowship around 11.30 with simon emman and kenji haha...

also, brke the enws to some ppl who kept asking me the same stupid qns over and over, IT DOESNT CONCERN ME ANYMOREE AND IM NOT OBLIGATED TO ANSWER YOU.

god bless u all, so stop asking me =\

totally stressed out over those things u guys say about me...

Advent Resolution Numero Uno

im not going to care about u any more than u do for urself!

if u wan to freaking rot, go and die alone.

i wont follow you just because i feel bad by not doing so.

i wont give a crap about what u think or if ur impression changes.

ure not the one feeding me.

ure not impacting my life positively.

ure wasting my time.

YOU ARE SO NOT WORTH IT.


STMICHAELWILLSTRIKEUDOWN

hmm.. today i had a rather bad but amusing day...

i almost got info a fight with some gangster wanna bes at school.

was during Maths lesson, there was one new guy in our class.. so i turned back to see who he was. period.

then lesson was coming to an end when the enxt teacher already came... he opened the door, saw that we had not yet finished, and waited outside.. so i said to nic, eh sian i dun like that guy leh (was referring to the teacher teacher)

in the midst of the new lesson, the door opened and one guy stormed up to me saying:!!"YOU DONT LIKE ME MUST SAY SO LOUD AH, YOU COME OUT, I SETTLE WITH YOU!"

so i said no i didnt say anything about you. full stop.. i didnt bother that he kept rambling on.. then, more of his *gang* wanted to enter the class to get me to go out.. but the teacher managed to get them out.. and settle the matter outside class... all eyes on me, we still had to finish the lesson... was praying for strength during then and that everything would be fine...

he who walks in the path of the lord will emerge victorious

so class ended.. my classmates lingered around.. keep asking me what to do.. ask me to not scared them.. blah blah.. but HEY.. i went out of the class with my *supporters(thank you 5x2) * and then we went to confront them..

so wow.. their *gang had increases to 5 people who all looked rather the same...

and they wanted me to go to some *area that thier finger pointed* to talk it out... i remained where i was, determined not to listen to their nonsense... all through the accusations, i had not said a single word.. my eyes just swept over the *wannabe and i jus ignored him.. it musta been qutie a sight to see a dancing boy, shorter than me, looking up in my face hurling abusive language in my way.. so he said :u think u taller, bigger size, i sacred huh? i wanna challenge u 1on1 to fight..

explaining any situation to them, or rather talking with those kinda people can be considered useless, for their integrity is a big ZERO and i would be merely wasting my breath...

now the thing im so cheesed off about is that, while he was blabbering his nonsense, his friend came over and pushed nic around.. even strangled him.. at that time i so wanted to land a punch in his face.. even nic didnt do anything luh.. but i could see his face flushed with anger... we were determined not to lower ourselves tot heir standard and actually fight with them..

soon the crowd increased i ahd like 30+ people some of whom i knew and didnt, looking at us... the whole thing was settled when the teacher explained saying that the "i dont like him sia" was meant for the teacher and not him.. well it must have embarassed both me and the teacher at that time... so i offered to settle the matter without violence...

since he could do anything, he and his wannabes came to a wrong conclusion about me.. i think they also paiseh.. so we jus shake hand and left..

pardon me... but being the center of attraction rreally is wierd... exp when its bcos of such a stupid issue whaha!

anyway i hope he does something about his elsson time slot.. for i wouldnt wan him to come to a class and being hated by everyone.. surely he doesnt intend to pick fights with everyone he sees bah...

THANKs 5x2 for moral support..also the rest of the class.. especially my 2 buddies for being there for me! nic i apologize that u got hurt... t.t


so many others aactually stood up for me... wad a great senseof righteousness my classmates had.. wasnt a mistake to start sowing in them!

god love u all

pastor tells us not to over expect

wouldnt life be much easier?

my best frens at sch going through a tough time this 2 days, all bcos of something so minor, being so dumb at the moment.. saddens me to see their day ruined.. however, the situation seemed so much better when god decided to intervene.. or else i wouldnt know what to say to comfort them either.. thank you.

met peishan in the bus today... its so funny that i get to meet many ppl from macpherson and soon,, the opinion that they had stereotyped us in the first place is slowly fading away...

i feel so EX i slept today in FNDB lecture... cos i din understand anything.. early morning cmsk lesson was another boring subject.. where are all the interesting subjects promised to us?!?!?!

anyway... stayed back awhile after sch and guess what, eric gave me a new assignment.. designing linux day banner.. woo.. gonna make one really nice nice one.. hang up high high and impress people! mus show intsc that i am capable of being something more than what i currently am!

also, so qiao got the chance to team up with nic again... how great is that... lex ah.. pls do join in more intsc activities...

anyway submission is on tue.. so i have around 3 days to work on it...

after chionging so hard for the past few days.. doing less makes me feel like im slacking lol...

first, gotta catch up on my sleep.. *yawns*

its all over... java chionging days... i submitted my competition robot already.. submitted my homework assignments .. all done today.. today is the day to start resting.. and ive got good news!


turns out design lesson crashes with database lessons... so they rescheduled it to monday... taking over the time where i had my solo jap lessons.. and the office lady called me up to ask which day i would prefer to be transferred to... isnt that great! isnt that what i always wanted?!?! so i decided to change it to wednesday... and yet again god shows me how much he loves me and is constantly improving my life!

bless u praise u! started on my oopg assignment today.. but i shall take it slowly.. dun wnanna chiong so much java again!

so long since i had time to slack.. and no i dun include lame posts with other ppls name inside right! fASTARD leX...

its all over... java chionging days... i submitted my competition robot already.. submitted my homework assignments .. all done today.. today is the day to start resting.. and ive got good news!


turns out design lesson crashes with database lessons... so they rescheduled it to monday... taking over the time where i had my solo jap lessons.. and the office lady called me up to ask which day i would prefer to be transferred to... isnt that great! isnt that what i always wanted?!?! so i decided to change it to wednesday... and yet again god shows me how much he loves me and is constantly improving my life!

bless u praise u! started on my oopg assignment today.. but i shall take it slowly.. dun wnanna chiong so much java again!

so long since i had time to slack.. and no i dun include lame posts with other ppls name inside right! fASTARD leX...

Chicken soup for the JavaFreakDisease Stricken...

tomorrow: anti plagiarism and final coding check
wednesday: official code hand up date

26th of nov: major embarassment.

i cldnt even beat my schoolmates... well, i did beat my lecturers bot, but thats bcos he really sucked.. that jus leaves our team as the weakest link.

admit i din bother much in the first place.. and the last minute rushing is really killing my brain cells...

its more like, help urself.. cos no one will teach u how to do it.. i really wonder why we go to school sometimes when we are always asked to find the answer ourselves...


i gotta wake up at 7.45 tmr to go to sch... and till now, i aint finalised my codes...

i pinged nic at 1.17am.. its 2.17am now.. did he fall asleep while coding.. i pray not... tomorrow isnt a long day.. but with the competition coming up and my java mwk to rush.. its IS... most definitely...

im so gonna treat myself to soemthing good at the end of this week...

oh btw i got new earphones... cost quite a bomb.. thanks mum!


*going back to dull drudgery..cya!

and did i mention my table lamp and main light blew off?

i had spent the last 2 nights in darkness... have to guess the position of my keyobard even when i type... pathetic lol..

mus get some bulbs today.. sigh t.t

now my bio clock wakes me up at 10... early enough for 11am lectures... but how about 8am lessons? whahah.. mus train somemore..

also, cant believe i actually did more java the first thing i woke up this morning.. and how great is that!?!muahhaa

will complete more tmr and also prog a new tank as promised for nic! *.*

I AM DAMN FREAKING DULAN TODAY.. THE LEVEL OF DULAN IS SO hard TO EXPLAIN.


osH-! freshie no more Im jesus' Zanpakutoh- lord take away those who dun want me to succeed says:
the drum teacher cancelled nxt weeks lesson
JosH-! freshie no more Im jesus' Zanpakutoh- lord take away those who dun want me to succeed says:
said he give us 1.5hrs for these 2 weeks
JosH-! freshie no more Im jesus' Zanpakutoh- lord take away those who dun want me to succeed says:
and only 5 ppl came today
JosH-! freshie no more Im jesus' Zanpakutoh- lord take away those who dun want me to succeed says:
and he spent 45 mins talking
JosH-! freshie no more Im jesus' Zanpakutoh- lord take away those who dun want me to succeed says:
since it will be my last few lessons there
JosH-! freshie no more Im jesus' Zanpakutoh- lord take away those who dun want me to succeed says:
i keep on jack him, laugh at his dumb jokes
JosH-! freshie no more Im jesus' Zanpakutoh- lord take away those who dun want me to succeed says:
i totally din learn anything today

why u keep spending so much time talking crap and teaching noob to play and ask me to shh shh while u brag about ur drumming skills and totally dun give a damn about teaching and HOW THE HELL DO U THINK U CAN TEACH PPL WHO DRUM WITH THEIR ELBOWS ON THEIR LAPS TO PLAY ?


lord thanks for helping me make the right choice by switching to saturday class.

give me the strength to hold on for another 2 lessons.i pray i pray i pray.

after class, met with my good old pals and we did wad we usually did.. \dinner and gia gia.. felt so much better le... this is what blogs are for....

i came hm with everyone fast asleep... i think i stayed out too late again..
t.t

JosH-! freshie no more Im jesus' Zanpakutoh- screwed up timetable... but determination prevails! says:
i hAve ZERO familiarity with the ppl in my class ok
JosH-! freshie no more Im jesus' Zanpakutoh- screwed up timetable... but determination prevails! says:
its VERY sad
JosH-! freshie no more Im jesus' Zanpakutoh- screwed up timetable... but determination prevails! says:
all rojak from all diff schools



its that bad

ive got a screwed up timetable. i have a ridiculous 5 hr break on monday. and the lesson after the break will be attended by.. me.. alone...

WORSE off, on fridays my timetable clashes with my drum lessons... wtf.. now i gotta change the days... $%!%!# maybe its his will indeed.. if i successfully change my drum schedule.. cos currently i dun quite like my teacher.. and his methods.. hope i get someone better...

thankfully, i retain the same class as my classmates... hha!

okie... its 1am now and hafta wakie up early tmr to prepare for sch.. signing off..


PS:i didnt copy my layout from anywhere. =!