finally, im gonna update after 11 days lolz...

kae, this christmas was kinda busy one for me, had term tests the same week as christmas, so that explains my little time for studying, and little time i had to shop for my dear friends, so u guys be thankful for what u got kae, i din even get anything for my family =
ive been really blessed, cos i ended my exams with a little confidence here and there..and managed to finish my xmas shopping.. well.. kinda... haha...

AND I got my PSP hurray!! Praise GOD!

k fast forward to 23rd dec.

we had a youth arise ministry party, and there was many people from yiss over there too! even had chance to meet new people! i did something horrid btw, i sort of shared my horrible experience regarding something someone did to me, and i sort of made the person sound really really bad. and then everyone has a bad impression of that person already... anyway, will try to make it up to that person soon. =
so we had a great dinner, i learnt to play some funny african drum jeremy bought with the guitarists.. lol, i think its easy la, since it can only make 2 sounds..=D the night ended with some games and in e end cabbed home with heng ,kenji and emman,...

24th dec

hurray, dressed up kinda early, well i woke up at 1, had to go for veracia's drama thing at expo at 4.30.. so zoom and rushed to meet my this guy who sell me stuff for my PSP.. ... and i was suppose to meet yuanlong and hannah at 3.30?... kae the guy said meet 3pm at bedok taxi stand.. so i was there at 2.45 waiting... he was alte, like 5 mins or so but it seemed v long la.. plus rain suddenly so heavy... den he came in his pickup, i went inside his truck and we trade... so i got no small change and went to 7-11 to get small notes for him.. so nice la he send me all the way to EXPO somemore.... see im blessed once again =D

so went for the drama, ok was great though u acted a small part.. sharon au lookalike only HOTTER.. =D

went for dinner with seth and marlene and of cos the cute couple =XXX

after that rushed home b4 gg to church for my own church's celebrations...
i reached olps ard 9.55... suppose to meet at 10.15.. so i went into adoration rm o pray.. my first time lol..
saw kenji inside.. and this guy, so scared ppl kop his presents.. also bring inside lor.. wad the,..
so mass was over, and we headed to jons place to chillout, eeryone didnt go to amplify's party in the end lol!
reached home at around 4..

25th dec

hurray christ is born!

woke up fairy late, around 12... mum alr came back from morning service LOL!
so dad made lunch b4 i set out to the nunis's house for their party... woah... finally i brought my presents for everyone la... last night so paiseh everyone giving but i nv bring...

went out for family dinner after that.. k la, not as exciting as christmas eve, but i was too tired to do anything.,.. so in the end i didnt go to petrinas house for her party as i said i would.. felt abit bad la but wth, i think they would understandd...

26 dec 1.00am
hahaaa... later would be meeting them again to watch narnia,.,, and i mus say..


IVE BEEN VERY MUCH DEPRIVED OF MOVIES THIS DECEMBER, I HAVENT EVEN WATCHED MY HARRY POTTER YET!!!!

argh =\

hi all, i will be dropping my YISS testimonial here too, msn seems unaccesible for non-members.. here goes..

those with a weak heart and little understanding, pls ignore this [part] and skip to the bottom of the post. thanks =).


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What to say, a very heart opening event for me. I learnt alot, made new friends ,and grew closer to my existing friends.

The week of the camp started off terribly, i realised my timetables were screwed, all my weeks of planning were ruined, everything seemed to clash... i was extreemely busy and stressed BUT extremely blessed as well... After countless emails and messages to many people, asking for excuses and leave of abscence, i finally made it to the YISS camp on the 2nd night.

Many told me i came at a very good time, the healing was going to be on that night. not long after i had arrived, i could already feel gods miracles and his power working in my life.

All my life, i had been to only 2 confessions. once in pri3 by father "arro"(i think spelt like dat).and now AGAIN by him! how great is that? so he was very nice , told me to put my prayer sheet away, and slowly talked to me about gods forgiveness.

so back to the healing where my facils prayed over me,. it took awhile, but i soon felt the holy spirit enter my body, and i fell back after the first time where i resisted falling. this is so called the 'resting in the spirit'.
the next day was even better. the outpouring of the spirit. they prayed over me once again, i felt the spirit take my heart out, literally in front of me, and bathed it, soaked it in the holy spirit, in gods hands. where i felt totally anew, refreshed and pure again.

i didnt get slain, but just stood there.. i didnt get my gift of tongues that night. i felt rejected , i was jealous of others. i broke down and started to cry.. when kenji put his arm around me, i cried even harder, he started to cry too. i found out later from him that he could actually feel my sadness and started to share it.

then teresa came, thanks girl.. so much... i jus fell into her arms and wept uncontrollaby... where i knew she understood my feeling at that moment... i cried my heart out, i cried till the barriers and steel walls surrounding my heart broke apart. i could feel again. i was given a new heart.

i rejoiced once again during the praise and worship, though i was still crying, i was happy this time, happy to be rejoicing in his name!
the next morning, (last day of camp), they called upon once again those who wanted to recieve the gift but didnt last night, i was suprised so many actually stood up, and felt foolish about the night before.

so they prayed over me once again.. and with the facil elading me in the language iw as about to recieve, i tried to call out a language i did not know before, (note that when i did so, i was still concious of the foreign language i tried to speak, it was of my own will). after that trying part of my own, my tongue took over, and i blabbered stuff which sounded like nonsense, and i was told to sit down and continue praising god.

i saw maria next to me also praising the lord with new found glory and i joined her, we hugged and den started to laugh.. we both knew that we had recieved the gift of tongues, and so knew wad each other was going through... thank god for the people around me, praise hime ven more for them knowing how i felt at different time of my encounter with him.



Amen
Joshie - "This is how i overcome"Whatever u ask of the lord, believe u have recieved, and u shall be given.Seek ye first the kingdom of the lord and all these things shall be ADDED unto you.

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tmr have a cmsk presentation, our props seemed sucky compared to other groups. grace is sick, so we may have one person less for the role play.. so i take on 2 roles? i can do it cos im not alone =D.

who cares, our POSTER ROCKS, thanks to? me and T.H. LOL....


die devil, nite all.
7.15am tmr...

joshIe =)

gods miracles never end.

i went home and shared my story, my parents embraced me!

jeremy called to tell me i was in the band! and the next practice was on mondae!

WOW! i initially thought i would train for a year or two before making the decision to join the music ministry.. and now its found its way to me!

how great is god!

projects due and all HANDED IN. PRAISE GOD!

i can finally relax and do some stuff for myself, for my god!



wooo... counting down the days to xmas =)

praise U, u renew me, u quench my thirst for u, u bestow great gifts on me.


back from my spiritual retreat, and am glad to say that i have learnt alot, on my way to a great relationship with my father.


kinda busy rusing some last min work!


tc miss all ya peeps!

ITS NEVER EASY TO DO SOMETHING FOR U.


i got my timetable screwed up. stuff i plan months ago is being torn to shreds.

i pray for time. i pray that everything be ok. i leave it in your hands.


curse U DEVIL , curse all the things u wan to do to me

im in no position to force anyone who reads this to read more. so leave if u want.










my shaghai briefing is screwed. i MAY be pushed to the unconfirmed list.
i wanna go to shaghai.... i really wanna... i wanna get my free 3(cu)



im gonna miss drum class this week AGAIN.
i seriously cant, u know it.. im already very far behind by missing 3 consecutive lessons..


i will miss the first 2 which i feel is important days of the YISS camp.



ERIC CALLED LAST MIN TO TELL ME TO GO TO SCH AT 8AM TOMMOROW. WHAT ONE EARTH IS THAT? MY ONE AND ONLY DAY TO WAKE UP LATE AND U TAKE IT AWAY? WHAT MORE, U TELL ME THE NIGHT BEFORE? LIKE I EVEN KNEW I WAS IN THE COMMITEE. HECK. I WILL DO OK.. BUT NOT TO GIVE U FACE... I DO IT BECOS GOD TELLS ME TO BE HELPFUL.








i need strength, i need strength to overcome these obstacles. all i want is to do something for u. never been so busy before... give me time.. show me how to gt voer this period in time.

ahhh all project deadlines coming up.. term test next week!

jus finished my design freehand files... gosh... so pek cek can!.. i nv sued b4 and its so much mafan.. i can finish the same thing in photoshop in half the time la!

zZzz.. next week, CMSK Presentation, design assignment 1,2,3 to hand up.. jap tests and more!

tmr... java assignment due!

luckily today nic went through a run with the test application and all turned out fine x_x.

i got alot of crap to rush man... and so little time..

im so disgusting, i still find time to play games although im very busy already.

bye.