ITS NEVER EASY TO DO SOMETHING FOR U.


i got my timetable screwed up. stuff i plan months ago is being torn to shreds.

i pray for time. i pray that everything be ok. i leave it in your hands.


curse U DEVIL , curse all the things u wan to do to me

im in no position to force anyone who reads this to read more. so leave if u want.










my shaghai briefing is screwed. i MAY be pushed to the unconfirmed list.
i wanna go to shaghai.... i really wanna... i wanna get my free 3(cu)



im gonna miss drum class this week AGAIN.
i seriously cant, u know it.. im already very far behind by missing 3 consecutive lessons..


i will miss the first 2 which i feel is important days of the YISS camp.



ERIC CALLED LAST MIN TO TELL ME TO GO TO SCH AT 8AM TOMMOROW. WHAT ONE EARTH IS THAT? MY ONE AND ONLY DAY TO WAKE UP LATE AND U TAKE IT AWAY? WHAT MORE, U TELL ME THE NIGHT BEFORE? LIKE I EVEN KNEW I WAS IN THE COMMITEE. HECK. I WILL DO OK.. BUT NOT TO GIVE U FACE... I DO IT BECOS GOD TELLS ME TO BE HELPFUL.








i need strength, i need strength to overcome these obstacles. all i want is to do something for u. never been so busy before... give me time.. show me how to gt voer this period in time.