monster hacked my friends

not long after my messenger

came and sent me rain.

we both knew we did our best

but feeders left again.

day in boredom

is like chocolate ,

chocolate at $1/gram.

my brains tells me copy

but my heart wants to try

ok try i will.

im now trying umm

ref.505 from england



holidays are boring.... somehow i feel scared to recieve my results.
i reluctantly went and registered for sms service lol...

tmr c116 is going out for a show. and dinner. AND i hope we dont do bo liao things after that.
AND i hope theres no quarrelling over where to go or eat.

yar also i know. SUCCESS is something like this.

gudnyte-

YES, SUCCESS it is. lift up everything and anything to him and in return, SUCCESS!

youth mass went smoothly.. i loved the way jon and jon and jon did the "2nd voices" thingy. wish my voice as good LOL.

lets see... how my holidays gonna be..

sometime next next week... intsc OL camp, can c sch frens again ;D

and sometime in march.. im going shanghai! but wait.. not leisure trip.. but i get free credit units!

wth, its like paying to graduate. oh well.. it will be the time i finally leave SG in years.. so lets pray everything goes smooth.. no cancellation of the trip ;D

no terrorists.. no bird flu.. no nothing!


oh yar.. i had a smooth night.....;D

HEEHEE!

lets see what i want for myself now...

i dont think its a girlfriend la. .. hha

actually.. it would be understanding between people.

i want to be equipped with the right talent and skills to serve my lord.

to live life his way.

exams are in 2 days time.
its hummys bdae,
so i gotta celeb with him no matter wad cos hes my bro.

prob going to ps for lunch or dinner and movies =D

cannot go back so late again... last time i did mum got another excuse to yell at me.

ha!i skipped band practice today. and official mass is only next week. that leaves me only 2 more practices before the actual moment. WHY? cos of genesis meeting. well, after certain clalrifying of misunderstandings, fianlly got down to wad we were and wad we gonna do. still dissapointed to see not everyone there though. guess thats unavoidable.

went to school to submit my cheque for the shanghai trip deposit. thank god its my mum sponsoring me la. but then again. its not leisure trip wad. ha!
after that went to find cat and teckie to study.
stayed in sch from 1-6 today. studied 6-7 tutorials of maths. then dotaed using boons lappy! shiok la.. pwnage.. when will noobs ever learn ;D

actually, now that i think of it, i want to be able to help others when they are in pain, misery and helplessness. sometimes i cant even think of the simplest of things to say to give them the tiniest consolation. that sucks doesnt it.

theres a planned gathering next fri, but WHY must be at night =( .... im always busy at night.

TAKE NOTE: TRY NOT TO ASK ME OUT AT NIGHT LA COS I'LL PROBABLY BUSY. ==_

study break, how often do i get to see my schmates. really miss em. and next sem might change class already cos of the subjects i chose. sigh. might as well face it if ya cant change it.

btw our new inspiration for gen is
Revolving around Christ,Involving Teens and Evolving Dreams.

catchy and inspiring it is. jus pray we can live up to that. since now we are called versatile events company, hope that simplifies the 'demand' others expect of us.

Exam Rsults Confidence Chart
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OOPG - C
cMaths1 -A
FNDB - C
CMSY - B
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note: oopg and fndb are memorising subjects that i dislike.


its been a long week.

what to say lord its u who gave me life and i cant explain just how much u mean to me now.

u would tell me what to do, what to say, how to behave, take ACTION!

days ago, teacher suspected me of plagiarising my friends assignment for OOPG, i admit i hate java, got lowest in class for term test. but dun say i CHEAT!

cos im righteous! and i didnt! so my dear friends told me,"dont be afraid since u didnt cheat" and so that was that. much explaining to do today. in the end, i emerged out of the lions dens victorious.
- Daniel 7 16:22

thanks kenji for coming over in the middle of the night . i felt much better after talking to u. though u had to stand outside my house for slightly over 2 hrs =/

just came back from airport , went to study with jason..


and yes, theres this certain eye candy that i fancy.=D

which reminds me, my ides project can be found at "http://teenzplanet.sytes.net/"

i need improvement. criticise me.

finally! i have completed all my projects!

exams are in 2 weeks time. but i already feel a huge load off my shoulders!

im happy for myself proud of my self discipline. i didnt put my projects aside and go happy hour though i was tempted many times by my others.

being busy is not an excuse! its how much u actually want to do something for another person.
some people i know work so many days a week, still go to school, go shopping, and make the GRADE! people who are busy with 16 hours in school, and come for meetings after that. how great are they! makes me feel foolish jus sitting by and not being at least half like them! my source of inspiration indeed.

and yet there are SOME. who complain, who insult, comment without thinking twice... hurting as they go along, and not even lifting a finger when they see others with a work load not meant for them to carry alone.
dissapointing, but all things happen for a reason, and that is, for me to learn from them.

somehow things seem to be going my way. im v thankful for that. im going to STUDY for this final exam. i am going to SEM 2. and i dont mean passing grades. i mean 100% effort.

ive discovered how much people can change, and also learnt that i dont have to follow them, i dont have to change them anymore. yes, LOVE is still there. but i cant change the way they love me back. ==,

right now, all i hope is that i dont lose those important to me. perhaps i could take it, like i should.

or maybe....

we'll leave that till next time.





must change tagboard soon. laggeeeeyyyy