finally! i have completed all my projects!

exams are in 2 weeks time. but i already feel a huge load off my shoulders!

im happy for myself proud of my self discipline. i didnt put my projects aside and go happy hour though i was tempted many times by my others.

being busy is not an excuse! its how much u actually want to do something for another person.
some people i know work so many days a week, still go to school, go shopping, and make the GRADE! people who are busy with 16 hours in school, and come for meetings after that. how great are they! makes me feel foolish jus sitting by and not being at least half like them! my source of inspiration indeed.

and yet there are SOME. who complain, who insult, comment without thinking twice... hurting as they go along, and not even lifting a finger when they see others with a work load not meant for them to carry alone.
dissapointing, but all things happen for a reason, and that is, for me to learn from them.

somehow things seem to be going my way. im v thankful for that. im going to STUDY for this final exam. i am going to SEM 2. and i dont mean passing grades. i mean 100% effort.

ive discovered how much people can change, and also learnt that i dont have to follow them, i dont have to change them anymore. yes, LOVE is still there. but i cant change the way they love me back. ==,

right now, all i hope is that i dont lose those important to me. perhaps i could take it, like i should.

or maybe....

we'll leave that till next time.





must change tagboard soon. laggeeeeyyyy