really UN-confident about the dbsy examination tomorrow...

the lecture notes look so unfamiliar, doesnt even look comprehend-able.

so happened i wasnt really bothered to study for it also.

i did well for all the other segments making up the final % but YEAH, i dont know why i dont have the motivation to study for the last paper.

Jesus i commit my DBSY paper to you! Into your hands!
please dont bs- me for this one!
Fail Exam, Fail Module, Fail Diploma DOES NOT APPLY TO JOSHUA!

that aside, tomorrow marks the start of my holidays!

ABSOLUTELY CANNOT think of fun stuff to do.
oh dont we all know why?

anyway, i have so many things to buy. i realise my wardrobe stopped growing ever since chinese new year. last christmas seemed like only a month or so away.
i just suddenly miss christmass, esp with GENESIS.

and then xmas 06 is already on the way.
i can hear the joys of celebration in the not-so-distant-months ahead


oh oh, and my word of the day is: LAWL

what is this "lawl"?
its a way to express crazy, high, amusing mirth, pleasure, derision, or nervousness with an audible, vocal expulsion of air from the lungs that can range from a loud burst of sound to a series of quiet chuckles and is usually accompanied by characteristic facial and bodily movements.
Quite similar to Lol, LOL, lol , or LoL. But its not quite it.
if used correctly, may seem as cute to some.




im so bloody addicted to you. wed is gonna be a darn great day. with nothing less than more good things happening.


i realised, when we say action and inaction, its really wonderful how obvious god puts it infront of our eyes.

recently i also dug up a thought from the back of my head. the basis of nonexistant dissapointment.

its lame, and it goes:

without expectation, there is no dissapointment.
would the dark gloomy clouds twist your face and make u go "oh shit"
if u were sleeping and not bothered to go outdoors for whatever reason.