Saturday, September 30, 2006
title: the unthinkable thinkable
time: 9/30/2006 02:18:00 AM
worship team sessionspeaks,
i ask GOD for all the things in the world, so that i can enjoy life.but GOD gave me life, to enjoy all things.its really really true lah. this holiday, ive come to witness many marvelous things happening around me, and to me.
he takes care of all my needs. if i dont get it, then i dont need it, or just yet.imagine-ur walking in a store, see something u like and quietly say to yourself. "hmm i'll save up and get that one day". and he takes his heavenly pen and notes it down. and then, he sends a mail package via ANGELmail- and u recieve it!
isn't that just wonderful?well, i feel that the time taken to get something u want is like the duration of your mail package's delivery time to u. and that while we wait to recieve that gift, we learn to treasure it, respect it, and appreciate it, ultimately putting it to good use. so when we dont get what we want, its not due for us to keep.
doesnt apply only to material things, but even emotional needs...
(yes those of you praying for that someone special, dont lose hope just yet)
so since my birthday is coming right up, i'll expect to recieve a BIG Big Blessing!
(i can tell im already halfway there)
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now everyone try hard to remember...
when was the last time u got so deeply touched and felt super super emotional, but couldnt express it.
TODAY. i felt the same like,
a 5 year old getting the toy he really wanted!
a 10 year old who met his friend in the park!
a 15 year old who scored his first straight A's at school!
a 18 year old to be who nv dreamt he'd own that kinky something he saw at a mall!
eh, now now dont get me wrong... its all
action and
inaction.so they say,
while....
not true, yes?
OHWELL, its my new pillow covers from someone someone and i gotta admit, its way to cool to be true.
what i mean is, I LIKE IT. and if u dont, then i DONT LIKE YOU!
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so what exactly was i up to the whole week?
well, nothing much actually...
.maybe praying to avoid contact with mailto:burr&lizz@rd legal department.
.pestering my mum for my allowance
.enjoying life at home like a king without worries
.finally feeling relieved that imf is over and the road to suntec seems less cloudy and filled with unhappiness
.got drunk at bensons daddy's pub
.had chalet with e3 dudes
.happily ignored the result of SI's FINALS
.enjoying the last of ymm practices
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T.W.I.M.C.
i have since decided to leave my music ministry in olps and serve fulltime in genesis.
the only thing i regret is playing for mass. something i so dearly love and want to continue doing someday.
i ask for your prayers in helping me find the right direction and make the right choices.
alrighty! im done...
thanks for reading, whoever.
hmm...