kiss me baby, fuck reality.

pardon the language.

im turning 18 Tommorow!

to do list: (in order of importance)
1. sign up for driving licence
2. learn to hold my tongue
3. appreciate what i have =D
4. plan my room's renovation

5. work hard next sem

GOD has been kind. and im learning to see him working in my life.

i am not perfect, still thinking and doing ungodly things.....

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now now, just this week i feel broke again.

new hats, pay school fees, pay transport fees,planning to spend on someonesomeone.

and then! i start to recieve my birthday ang-baos etc etc etc.... hurrr

though im not in the best of moods, and likemy friend said:

something like.. dont fall down how to show u my power.

jeremy told me that it was still ok to join them for choir practices, my god! u guys have no idea how much i would miss going for practice...

and then not too long ago earlier this week i felt like pms mood i dunno why also and then i treated everyone and everything like shit.

and then i think i am selfish, in a way like... oh man my big day is ard the corner and im so unhappy.

ohwell it seems that things are starting to turn around now... and i think the weekend will be even greater.

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dunno what im saying also lah. nows like 4am.

kk thanks for reading, this is like self dialogue.